19 Recent Deviations
What I Really Need (Kuroshitsuji, S+C)Sometimes, I hate him.What I Really Need (Kuroshitsuji, S+C) by *soulless-lover
At least, that's what I tell myself, especially when he's trumped me and his mouth curls up at the corner and his voice takes on that tone, the one that says he'd be laughing himself sick if he weren't so damned proper.
Propriety. When did I stop caring about such things? Of course my reputation in society must be guarded, lest I bring shame on my family name, but inside my home, things like etiquette and form seem trivial and pointless; it doesn't really matter one way or the other if I use the silverware in the correct order, or if I choose to drink from my water goblet while I still have food in my mouth. I'll complain about my lessons if I don't wish to do them, or walk about in my shirtsleeves if that's what I please - although I've learned through painful experience that going about in stocking-feet is unwise when your home is largely floored in hardwood and marble tile. I very nearly went headfirst down a flight of stairs that way, and despite the f
Amber RomanceChapter 6: GlowAmber Romance by ~The-Charm-Alchemist
I hate myself, and I deserve to be tortured. I've been lied to, betrayed, and I've done nothing but the same in return to the only person who loved me in this whole world. I never belonged to Alois like I thought I did, and I forced my first time to be with someone who was using me for their own selfish gain. Alois only wanted Claude from the start and used me as bait. I was blinded and hopelessly hung out to dry with the rest of his laundry. He is in the other room as we speak, doing things I can't imagine, and I'm here, crying to myself in solitude...wanting nothing more than a simple touch from Sebastian; to feel a gentle, yet firm hand on my shaky, vulnerable shoulders.
I am ruined...and by no means could I ever give myself back over to Sebastian, who was nothing but good to me. He deserves someone who will love him unconditionally, someone who won't sleep around with other people, and certai